Stand on Integrity

Rejoice: Yesterday my husband cleaned the ENTIRE living room and dining room after we messed it all up for recording a ‘hoarders’ video for Youth Ministry.  You can imagine it was pretty messy. I don’t know how he did it-but he did it while I was out to coffee with some ladies and I came back and it was CLEAN!  Whoo hoo!

Read:  Job 24-28 (day ten) 10.7.2011

Reflect:  These last twenty-some chapters have been the conversation back and forth between Job and his friends.  Job’s friends seem to lean towards thinking that Job deserves all that is happening to him because if some wicked sin!  BUT in Job 27:5 and 6 Job explains, “I will never admit you are in the right; till I die, I will not deny my integrity.  I will maintain my righteousness and never let go of it;”

If we look back to Job 2:3 God himself is describing Job and says, “There is no one on earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil.  And he still maintains his integrity…”  After ALL of this Job is maintaining his integrity!

That is what integrity is:

1.  adherence to moral and ethical principles; soundness of moral character; honesty. (Thanks to www.dictionary.com!)

Also, at the end of chapter 28 Job says, “The fear of the LORD-that is wisdom, and to shun evil is understanding.”   Hello!  That is also something that God used to explain Job!

Stand on integrity and fear the LORD because it is wisdom. Shun evil- that is understanding!

Commitment

Rejoice: Yesterday I had coffee with some wonderful ladies!  It was very inspiring and encouraging and I am very thankful that the LORD has put them in my life. Julie, Melissa, Jessie and Becci.

Read: Job 21-23 (day nine) I didn’t keep up with my reading so I caught up today 10.7.2011

Reflect:  Eliphaz, Job’s friend was letting him have an ear full.  He was saying a lot of truths about submitting to God and the importance of repentance, but he was also accusing Job of being a wicked man and only desiring his possessions back.  Part of Job’s reply that jumped out to me was 23:11 and 12, “My feet have closely followed his steps; I have kept to his way without turning aside.  I have not departed from the commands of his lips; I have treasured the words of his mouth more than my daily bread.”

To me, that is commitment!  Job is being bombarded in so many directions but he still sticks close to the Father.

Closely Followed His Steps: Requires knowing God’s voice and have a close and daily communication with Him.

Without Turning Aside: This is keeping our eyes focused on God, His purposes and His kingdom!

Have Not Departed His Commands: We HAVE to be in the Word to know God’s commands.  Read it. Know it. Meditate on it.

Treasured the Words of His Mouth:  I believe this is hearing from God and treasuring His promises.  Not just the “I am telling God all that I need and want” but the listening side to our relationship with Him.

Commitment: closely following God-not turning side to side-not departing from his commands and treasuring the words of his mouth.

My Redeemer Lives!

Read: Job 17-20  (day eight) 10.5.2011

Reflect: Job has been battling all these feelings of guilt, anger, frustration, and abandonment (just to name a few)- and then you see such an awesome declaration from him, “I know that my Redeemer lives, and that in the end he will stand upon the earth.  And after my skin has been destroyed, yet in my flesh I will see God;”  I LOVE this song- but it brings a whole new meaning when you put it into context here!  Just think, Job has lost ALL of his possessions and has had a horrible skin disease and his friends stink at encouraging him!  For the most part they accuse him of being a wicked sinner and he is receiving the wrath of God. Or they accuse him of being crazy because he thinks his heart is pure. I don’t know what the bigger battle is- his health or his ‘friends!’

Job reaches a point and thinks to himself, “If I have lost everything and even my friends don’t believe in me- my God will vindicate me when I go to meet with Him in the end!”  God will defend him, God will stand with him, God will clear him of all accusations!

Thank you LORD for Your Redemption!

Rejoice: I have added a rejoice section to find at least one thing that God is doing or that I am thankful for!  I am going to write about something from the previous day.  Yesterday, I believe God showed me that my husband is a huge blessing in taking care of Malachi.  Malachi truly has a bond and a love for his daddy and that is because Kyle lets him know how important he is to him. Thank You LORD for my husband, who is not only a great husband, but a very loving daddy!

Be Careful with Words

Read: Job 14-16 (day seven) 10.4.2011

Reflect: This journal is going to be short and sweet.  There was one major verse that stuck out to me.

“I have heard many things like these; miserable comforter ate you all!  Will your long-winded speeches never end?”  (Job 16:2 & 3)

Here Job is struggling through the hardest time of his life and his friends pour out ‘wisdom.’  And Job is telling them that they are MISERABLE COMFORTERS!  Yikes!  What a statement!

But here is what I think:

1. I am a woman and I naturally like to talk. (Supposedly women speak 70,000 words a day and men speak 7,000.)  I like to talk about my problems, BUT I also like to offer my advice and ‘wisdom.’

2. I am human and I have a battle of flesh verses God inside of me. I need to make sure that when I desire to speak into someone life I use discernment.  ”Is this me wanting to speak or GOD wanting to speak through me.”

Sometimes it is just better to keep your mouth shut and not risk being a miserable comforter!

Real Prayer

Read: Job 10-13  (day six) 10.3.2011

Reflect: I love Job’s honesty with God.  ”I will say to God: Do not condemn me, but tell me what charges you have against me.”  (Job 6:2) A lot of times while I am communicating with God I feel like it has to sound like a ‘prayer’ not a conversation.  BUT honesty is what God wants to hear!

Job has these couple of friends that are trying to speak wisdom into his life. One friend is Zophar and he says, “Can you fathom the mysteries of God?  Can you probe the limits of the Almighty?  They are higher than the heavens -what can you do?  They are deeper than the depths of the grave-what can you know?” (Job 11:7 &8)  But Job replies, “To God belong wisdom and power; counsel and understanding are his.” (Job 12:13)  He continues raving about God’s greatness!  ”But I desire to speak to the Almighty and to argue my case with God.” (Job 13:3)

This is a bold step and a REAL prayer!  Job is not only letting God see his heart his is challenging Him to examine it and make sure that is is pure!  Job is confident that he is in the right!  I want to have such a close relationship with God that I can be confident in where my heart is with Him.

There have been times where I am scared to ask God what is going on in my heart because I know there are things I have been compromising in.  This is a good challenge!

I want REAL prayer and a REAL heart before GOD!

Who is God?

Read: Job 6-9 (day five) 10.2.2011

Reflect:  ”I despise my life; I would not live forever.  Let me alone; my days have no meaning.”  (Job 7:16)  This is a glimpse of how Job is feeling-miserable!  There are days that I am struggling.  Just feeling really down and not focused on who God is and what He has done for me!  Later in chapter nine Job reminds himself who God really is!

“He alone stretched out the heavens and treads on the waves of the sea,  He is the Maker of the Bear and Orion, the Pleidades and the constellations or the south.  He performs miracles that cannot be counted.” (Job 9: 8-10)

Even though Job is still struggling.  I think it is important to remind ourselves who God is and who we serve.  He is on our side! He is powerful.  He is our Creator.  I also believe God can help us in different ways at different times in our life.  He will be our provider when we need our groceries paid for or financial help.  He will be our Comforter in time of pain or loss.  He will be our Father when we need protection and grace.

Allow God to be God in your life.

Will You Worship?

Read: Job 1-5 (day four)

Reflect: First, I thought I missed something when I saw that Job was next after Genesis 11.  It is so sweet to learn the order of events of the Bible chronologically-  I think it will illuminate so much more!

Job is a very blessed man!  He has seven sons, three daughters, 7,000 sheep, 3,000 camels, 500 yoke of oxen and 500 donkeys!  AKA: rich! $$$  Satan had actually seen how faithful and blessed Job was to God, so he went to meet with Him.  ”Then the LORD said to Satan, ‘Have you considered my servant Job?  There is no one on the earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil.”  Satan was convinced that if God were to stirke everything that he has, Job would surely curse God’s face. God allowed Satan to take everything Job has, but not lay a hand on him.

So literally, in ONE DAY, Job had four separate messengers come to him to first let him know his the oxen and donkeys were attacked and destroyed, then the sheep caught on fire, then the camels were stolen and finally his children died from their house collapsing!  ”At this, Job got up and tore his robe and shaved his head.  Then he fell to the ground in worship and said,

‘Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I will depart.  The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away; may the name of the LORD be praised.”

In all of this, Job did not sin by charging God with wrongdoing.” (Job 1: 20-22)

||PAUSE||  This sounds familiar, Noah was found righteous and had to be in a boat for over a year with a bunch of stinky animals!  Now Job is found blameless and the LORD allows him to loose all of his possessions including his children!   BUT both of these men worshiped the LORD!  Noah built an altar. And Job fell to the ground and worshiped.

Later, Satan met with God again and said, “Have you considered my servant Job?  There is no one on earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears the God and shuns evil. And he still maintains his integrity.” (Job 2:3)

I am just blown away by how much God can say about Job!  I desire to be like him.  Not only when I feel blessed and secure, but when things are difficult and I don’t understand them.  There have been times when I have felt like a huge blow has been taken and caught me off guard. I DESIRE to worship!  To GROW IN and KEEP my integrity, be blameless, be upright, continue to fear the LORD and shun evil!

I will worship!

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